I know i haven't wrote on here in a long time but i felt that i should wrap things up for Honduras. The last couple weeks i have been at Casa De Esperanza where i have put my heart into. We have had sweet times with the kids but they have also had not so good times with the kids.
One little girl i want to talk about today is Daniela. WOW did she get my heart or what. I don't know what it is but this time we just kicked it off like we were suppose to know each other already. She says the sweets things to you. She never gets in trouble. But there are somethings you need to know . This little girl wasn't born that way. Daniela has been through a lot during her life. When we first got here at Casa De Esperanza Jen and Karen would not be able to hold her. They would have to put her in the middle of a room and just let her cry and move around crazy. This is because she had to much energy it was because she had been abused and was having flash backs of it and wouldn't want any one to touch her. Well she got better and now is the most loving little girl.
Well now i can say that i am proud to be a mommy to my little daugher Daniela. i wouldnt trade her for anything. But as a mother i would like to ask you to pray for my daughter , while we have been here in her little mind somethings have trighered something in her little head . So we think that she has been having flash backs agian. So i would like you to pray that those stop and that God shows me as a mother as i leave my little baby here in Honduras tomorow that he will tell me what to say to her and just what to do in her case.
I couple stories for you about me and her. The first i like a lot. We were laying in bed one night together( i think God has ways of talking to us through little kids and this was something i just need to hear.) and the kids are always acting crazy and asking your name. So we are laying in bed and she looks at me and she says what is your name and i was like you tell me you know my name and she looked in my eyes and said Jesus Jesus. i was like my name is Jesus and she was like yes. Then she told me my name. But has i thought why in the world did she say my name was Jesus i thought to myself i really need to hear that i need to know that i was being Jesus or that she saw Jesus in me.
The other story is that i told her last night that i was leaving thursday and she was sad but didn't say anymore about it and so we were laying in bad together last night and one of the tias was in there with me and the girls and she was like Dilm Dilm can i pray and Dilm was like yes hold on. So Daniela jumps back in bed with me and she looks at me and say i am going to pray for you and i was like who and she was like you. So she pray for me. I thought God i think you are telling me something i cant even pray ever night and i have a 5 year old that will pray for me every night until you come back please show me the way that i can pray more.
Thats just a little bit of things that went on here but i have a lot more stories just ask for them.
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